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Last Saturday was my unlucky day. My laptop suddenly infected by virus, whereas, my hand phone fell into the toilet flush.

I have an exam on Tuesday where I need to practice using the IDEA software, but, all computer labs are closed due to public holiday. I usually practiced through my laptop, but now that it’s broken, I hope I still remembered what I practiced last week.  Herm I wish these things happened for good. My birthday is coming, perhaps it’s a sign for new gadget? Haha berangan :p

2011 Birthday Wishlists

Last 2010, I did come out with a birthday wish lists, just for fun. Later I realized that I have managed to own most of it throughout 2011. Alhamdulillah. I received a wallet as a birthday gift from my classmate, bought a non-branded sport shoes, DKNY Be Delicious Fresh Blossom, and Casio watch. Though I didn’t buy any Maysaa since now I have switched to tudung sarung. Senang :)

A friend asked what I want for my 22nd birthday but I was speechless. Herm, I felt content recently that I don’t feel like asking for anything. Most of the things that I wished for, I have finally owned. What more to expect?

Ok, maybe a girl will never have enough of shoes and apparel. Hehe.

I need a sweater, its raining season and being in level 13 adalah sangat sejuk. Pergi kelas juga sejuk, perhaps most of the air-conditions in MMU have been serviced :p I need a bathrobe because I’m lazy to dress in bathroom. Berkemban seems inappropriate in hostel, so yeah, I really need a bathrobe! I love skirts and will never have enough of it. I have switched to sandals though I only have one that I worn at most time. What else? Of course I need love from Allah, family, friends, and, ehem :)

The road

I was once involved in accident. It happened when I was on the way to campus. A lorry hit me from beside. It was a bad accident though I was lucky enough that I’m still breathable till today. Thanks to Allah for giving me another chance to live and devote myself to Him.

For the next 2 months, I had a phobia to drive. The car was in workshop hence abah was the one who sent and fetched me every day (thanks abah!). But later when the car is ok, I have no choice but to drive again. Herm, I hate driving actually but I have to, knowing that I can’t depend on abah, like, forever.

What did I do to overcome myself? I choose another path. It makes the journey longer but I feel safer that way and that’s most important I know. However, there was this one day I decided to use the previous road again for certain reasons: I’m used to it, familiar with it, and the fact that it makes my journey easier.

But the time I gave it a try, I realized that I’m no longer comfortable with it, not at all. I hate the insecure feeling I have to face when I used the road and to know that I was just risking my life. So, I stopped using the road and since then, I have been using the other path to go to campus.

After all of the incidents, I have never blame the road though I believe that accident can happen every where at anytime. It’s something that we can’t avoid, but, we might learn from it. I still need to reach my destination but it’s not necessarily by using the same road. There’s always an option after all, and, I have decided to go for other option. Not to say that accident will not happen with the new option, but at least I’m trying to avoid it.

The previous road, it has been improved after the accident. Of course I’m happy with the changes but it will never change the fact that I was once accident there. And for now, I’m feeling much more comfortable that I don’t have to drive to go to campus :) I don’t have to make choice either, but, just living a simple happy life.

To you my previous road, I still believe that you are good enough, maybe not for me, but to others. It’s just that we don’t have luck together. I hope you will accept the fate one day. Thanks to you, I learned a lot from the accident.